Nicolas de Lenfent (nicki_delenfent) wrote in nobynight,
Nicolas de Lenfent
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I snapped. I don't why. I don't know how. I just totally switched off to all reason. Perhaps I was insane.

"You still think of Armand as family?!"

It was like I was locked in my mind and couldn't control what I said or did.

Poor Bianca, look at her, confused, shocked, suprised at my outburst.

"After all hes said to you! After all hes done to you! ARE YOU MAD! I don't ever want to hear HIS name again YOU WHORE!" I, was it me?, screamed at her.

Hurt, pain, confused. Bianca, don't listen Bianca. She wasn't the only one that felt like there world was falling apart.

SHUT UP.

SHUT UP! GET OUT OF MIND!

Was I being possesed? Whats wrong with me? Perhaps Armand was right, perhaps I am insane. I might be imagining being trapted in my mind.

"YOU ARE SUCH A WHORE!" I Screamed again. Oh please don't listen. Crying inside.
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